Broken Constellation

In the end ashes and stains smear the insides and out
my pain is lingering like a cloud holding pressure, bursting at the corners
i've felt this way for so long..all these days wasted and gone
numbed by the way her face pierces my brain
multiply the stars
divide the times i've been hurt
i'm a broken constellation
once in form...forever broken
the night accumulated sweat, alcohol, pain and lust
can you tell me which one is the heaviest of sins
i feel all 4 scar me from within
as i'm writing this i'm wondering how you got in
a girl with a power she didn't even know
ill smile on the day when i finally let this go
when i can be proud this bump didn't slow me down
as for now i have this piece of poetry and a memory
the color of your eyes, dancing with the moon
the color of your back in the candlelight, the sweet smell of you
I knew i'd never give this up. so heres the fight.
tonight you better decide whats right in your heart and mind
someday you'll want this and regret. the time to change things is now.....
this loves plight, sent on the eve of twilight.
never reaching its destination
multiply the stars
divide the lines that have been said....
i'm just a broken constellation

if you knew how many words i wasted on you
maybe you'd see it was worth it.

Copyright* CS 2006