Rendered Blind

I choke up on words
Thoughts rendered useless
words escape like sweet serenity
my mind is tragically entwined with bitterness
signs rendered unseen
the confusion sets in
fear takes hold..
feelings are deteriorating
thoughts rendered blind
i look up only to notice
gray skies reveal
broken dreams
and shattered opinions
filled with images of what should have been done
empty regrets
open shallow promises
of what never happened

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